"Nobody saw my tears behind my fake smile..."

Let the above quote itself talk for my heart...It was crushed, a picture-perfect heart shattered into pieces. I was humiliated, badly. Not to mention...Now, 1a.m. sharp, I'm crying myself to bed, heading into the darkness of sorrow and of immense of pain. I can't, I can't...it's unbearable. Let alone my inner tears speak for themselves...I've died of a broken heart, a scarred memory and a soul...Goodbye Jayden.