"For the first time in my life, I'm scolding myself."

It's the 3rd time in my miserable life, that I'm being 'emo'. Girls...I simply just cannot understand them, if you know what I'm talking bout', Chien Yee mei. Haiz, you can say me of being such a dumb a$$, an imbecile, a moron, an idiot...But nothing hurts more than not being myself every single day. 'Emo' Jayden...oh crap, that's not gonna be a good thing, not at all. Gosh, I have mixed thoughts now; relationships, homework, tuitions, more tuitions. The worst being the relationships. Believe me, Bloggie, I'm really in blue now, no mood, no nothing. I'm tired after 7 long hours of photography, homework, naggin' from mummy and tuitions! This 'girl' - GieGie...sorry cannot say out her name out loud, is so, so complicated. Will talk bout' her next time, Bloggie. In the meantime, I wanna thank Chien Yee mei for always being there for me when I needed someone most. I appreciate her deeply from the bottom of my heart. Okay, continue to 'emo' now...